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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:46 pm. |
| Music: | bright eyes - a perfect sonnet. |
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new livejournal. add me if i haven't added you it was to much work to add all you kids. haha.
__glitterbomb__
ADD ME BITCHES.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:29 pm. |
| Music: | my hot ass boyfriends voice.. |
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i love my boyfriend but i hate surprises....
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 3:00 pm. |
| Music: | dirty sanchez - fucking on the dance floor. |
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i have the strangest mood swings.
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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| Time: | 8:29 pm. |
| Mood: | worried.. | | Music: | the bled. |
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talking to ryan made me realized that seriously, nothing is ever right in my life. i may look and act happy.. and sometimes i really am but theres only two times where i am truely happy. when my boyfriend is with me and when he tells me how much i mean to him.
that's it, sometimes my friends make me happy. but for like a half hour... that's it. how can you be happy for a half hour and then go back to shit. seriously. i cant tell ANYONE how i feel. i care to much of what people think of me.
sometimes i seriously think that it's better if i just stayed out of everyones life. if i just never moved here in the first place. i wouldn't have so much hatred towords one girl.
this whole fucking mood change is because of ONE girl. -sigh- i seirously wish that my boyfriend could feel happier. then he is right now..
i love you colin. sometimes i wish that was the only thing i needed to say to get you to understand that.
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| Time: | 8:23 pm. |
| Music: | the bled - porciln hearts and hammers for teeth. |
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i'd burn alive for you.
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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I like the way you are. I like the way you present yourself. I like the way you act. I like the way you don't change in fount of your friends. I like that you sing to me. I like that you love me. I like that you care about me. I like that we talk constantly. I like that I can talk to you forever and not get bored, ever. I like the feeling when you call me and wake me up. I like having you wake me up at 1 AM because you cant sleep and you're sick. I like how you kiss me. I like how you say that we'll be together forever. I like how we're friends and dating. I like how I can see myself with you for a very very long time. I like your smile. I like your voice. I like your hands. I like your nose. I like your hair. I like your pinky fingers. I like your feet. I like how you listen to everything i say, even if it doesn't make an sense. I like how we make fun of each other. I like how you think I'm pretty. I like how you can tell me anything. I like how I can tell you anything. I like caring so much about you. I like being your girlfriend. I like making out with you. I like hearing your thoughts on everything. I like hearing you bitch about Starbucks. I like hearing you talk about random things. I like hearing you say nigger about 47392 times when youre very tired. I like how you read me Green Eggs And Ham to me the first time we talked on the phone. I like going to Old Navy and buying you girl pants. I like going to the book store and you reading me books. I like holding your hand. I like the way you smell. I like when you tickle me, even though I say I don't. But most of all, I love you. More than I have ever loved anyone. Colin, You're amazing. I'll love you forever.
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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| Time: | 4:15 pm. |
| Mood: | missing someone.. | | Music: | cursive - the lament of pretty baby. |
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I have kissed someone... on the cheek. on the lips. on their hands or fingers. in my room. in their room. of the same sex. of the opposite sex. related to me. younger then me. older than me. with jet black hair. with curley hair. with blonde hair & blue eyes. with flamming red hair. with straight hair. smaller/shorter than me. bigger/taller than me. with a lip ring. who was drunk. who was high. who I had just met. who was homosexual. who I didn't really want to kiss. on a holiday. who was going out with someone close to me. who was my good friend's brother or sister. a hello kiss. who had been/is in jail. in a graveyard. at a show/concert. at the beach. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. with dyed hair. with a shaved head. who was/is my good friend. who was/is in a band. who has tattoos. who is of a completely different race then me. in the rain. in another continent besides where I was born. with an accent. with an std. on a boat. in a car/taxi/bus. on a plane. at the circus/carnival. with a missing body part. in the movies. eskimo style.
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