Just dying to be saved

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 05:48:29 GMT

new livejournal.
add me if i haven't added you
it was to much work to add all you kids.
haha.

__glitterbomb__

ADD ME BITCHES.

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 01:30:27 GMT

i love my boyfriend
but i hate surprises....

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 23:00:18 GMT

i have the strangest mood swings.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 04:32:06 GMT

talking to ryan made me realized that seriously,
nothing is ever right in my life.
i may look and act happy.. and sometimes i really am
but theres only two times where i am truely happy.
when my boyfriend is with me and when he tells me how much i mean to him.

that's it,
sometimes my friends make me happy.
but for like a half hour... that's it.
how can you be happy for a half hour and then go back to shit.
seriously.
i cant tell ANYONE how i feel.
i care to much of what people think of me.

sometimes i seriously think that it's better if i just stayed out of everyones life.
if i just never moved here in the first place.
i wouldn't have so much hatred towords one girl.

this whole fucking mood change is because of ONE girl.
-sigh- i seirously wish that my boyfriend could feel happier.
then he is right now..

i love you colin.
sometimes i wish that was the only thing i needed to say to get you to understand that.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 04:23:50 GMT

i'd burn alive for you.

to boyfriend. <3<3<3

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 22:15:21 GMT

I like the way you are.
I like the way you present yourself.
I like the way you act.
I like the way you don't change in fount of your friends.
I like that you sing to me.
I like that you love me.
I like that you care about me.
I like that we talk constantly.
I like that I can talk to you forever and not get bored, ever.
I like the feeling when you call me and wake me up.
I like having you wake me up at 1 AM because you cant sleep and you're sick.
I like how you kiss me.
I like how you say that we'll be together forever.
I like how we're friends and dating.
I like how I can see myself with you for a very very long time.
I like your smile.
I like your voice.
I like your hands.
I like your nose.
I like your hair.
I like your pinky fingers.
I like your feet.
I like how you listen to everything i say, even if it doesn't make an sense.
I like how we make fun of each other.
I like how you think I'm pretty.
I like how you can tell me anything.
I like how I can tell you anything.
I like caring so much about you.
I like being your girlfriend.
I like making out with you.
I like hearing your thoughts on everything.
I like hearing you bitch about Starbucks.
I like hearing you talk about random things.
I like hearing you say nigger about 47392 times when youre very tired.
I like how you read me Green Eggs And Ham to me the first time we talked on the phone.
I like going to Old Navy and buying you girl pants.
I like going to the book store and you reading me books.
I like holding your hand.
I like the way you smell.
I like when you tickle me, even though I say I don't.
But most of all,
I love you.
More than I have ever loved anyone.
Colin, You're amazing.
I'll love you forever.

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 00:19:17 GMT

I have kissed someone...
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me.
younger then me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curley hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flamming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister. a hello kiss.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race then me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 00:15:52 GMT

~You Stuff~

001. What is your name? amanda.
002. Spell your name backwards: adnama.
003. Date of birth: december 28th.
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: capricorn.
006. Nicknames: amanda, damnyourpenisisbig, amanda x murder, manda panda (not by

choice.)
007. Occupation? i don't have one, but some times your mom will pay me for my loven'
008. Height: 5'8" or 5'9"
009. Weight: maybe as much as a cow.
010. Hair color: brown with blonde in it, sometimes it's black too. hah.
011. Eye color: hazelish green.
012. Where were you born? buffalo, new york. </3>013. Where do you reside now?</b> las vegas, nevada
014. Age:1,654,543,719
015. Screen names: i am hollywoodxx
016. E-mail addy: alkalinehwm@msn.com , or xxyoufailxme@aol.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? it's a he is legend song, that i love.
018. What is your Live Journal name? coheedxalkaline.
019. What does your diary name stand for? it stands for amanda was super lame when she

made this and she really needs to make a new journal name.
020. Pets: nonexcore
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? i don't like cake.
022. Piercings? ears and lips.
023. Tattoos? on december28thxcore
024. Shoe size: 9 sometimes.
025. Righty or lefty? lefty, like the pimps.
026. Wearing: my bled shirt, with kims none more black track jacket and some snazzy pj pants.
027. Hearing:<.b> dinkus nine.
028. Feeling: so much in love.
029. Eating/drinking: dr pepper, and a chicken salad.

~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~

061. Have you ever been in love? yeah, right now.
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? hm, i say it to friends, and colin. that's it.
063. How many people have you been in love with? once.
064. How many people have you kissed? five.
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? nope.
066. How many people have you dated? four.
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? funny, cute, nice, wonderful, colin.
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair.
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? i don't have a type.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? i do, his name is colin and i love him more than anything

in this world. he is amazing and i don't know what i'd do without him. <33
071. If so where did you meet them? long story. =)
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? i like the fact that he can tell me

everything, i like the fact that he calls me every morning when he wakes up. i like the fact that we fall

asleep togeter every night, i like the fact that we can act like friends and boyfriend/girlfriends, i like the

fact that i can tell him anything in the world and he wont think a bit different about me. i like the fact that

he's MY boyfriend and no one elses, i like the fact that no matter what we do we have fun, i like the fact

that he hates starbucks, and still drinks it when he goes out with me, i like the fact that he's so effing hot, i

like the fact that he complaments me all the time, i like the fact that i can go on forever about the shit i like

about him. i love my boyfriend.
073. Do you have a crush right now? on colin.
074. If so who is it? look above.
075.Do you believe in love at first sight? yeah, i do.
076. Do you remember your first love? yes.
077. Who is the first person you kissed? this kid, i don't want to remember it.
078. Do you believe in fate? yeahhh
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yeah. sometimes, it's hard.
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? yes. =) <3.

~Family Stuff~

104. How many siblings do you have? three.
105. What are your parents names? amy and ritchie.
106. What are your siblings names? karin, jessica, and alex.
107. How many siblings does your mother have? one.
108. How many siblings does your father have? my real dad, no idea. my step dad, none.
109. Where are your parents from? buffalo, new york. but then again, my real dad, no idea.
110. Is your family close? i suppose, now that i moved i don't get to talk to my family anymore.

well, not as much as i use to.. =(.
111. Does your family get together for holidays?my sisters are coming out to vegas for

christmas/mybirthday/newyears. so it's gunna be f-u-n. =). but i miss my grandma alot. =( i want to bake

cookies.
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? i don't even have a uncle.
113. Any medical problems run through your family? i don't think so.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no, i have a very small family.
116. Are your parents divorced? nope.
117. Do you have step parents? yes.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? yes...
119. If so for what? i really don't think i need to be sharing that.
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? who doesn't. jerk.

~Music Stuff~

121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? matchbook romance - tiger lilly
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? all american rejects.
123. What's the best cd you own? either my fearbeforethemarchofflames, or converge.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? i don't listen to shit i hate. (well said mal face)
125. Do you sing in the shower? hell yeah, everytimeidie bitches.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? matchbook romance - tiger lilly, or

brighteyes - bowl of oranges.hehe. =)

~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of

Their Songs!~

127. Pink: lets get this party started ?
128. Aerosmith: i go crazy, crazy..
129. Madonna: strike a pose.
130. Korn: uhm, no?
131. Backstreet Boys: i'll never break your heart, i'll never make you cry.
132. The Beatles: blackbird singing in the dead of night.
133. Sublime: i don't listen to sublime, the last time i did i was in this car with some kid i never

met..
134. J.Lo: don't be fooled by the rocks that i got.
135. *Nsync: bye bye bye.
136. Limp Bizkit: so you can take that cookie and stick up your .... and stick it up your ....
137. Britney Spears: ihit me baby one more time.
138. Creed: uhm, not for me.
139. Enrique Iglesias: i can be your hero baby, he had that mole in the music video.
140. Good Charlotte: i am a shitty band that cant do anything and fucked up the music scene

forever. oh shit, that's not them?
141. Christina Aguilera: come on over, come on over baby.
142. Eminem: go crazy, oh baby. that's mine and nicoles song.
143. New Found Glory: uhm, i don't remember.
144. Kelly Clarkson: i won american idol, you guys blow.
145. Kelly Osbourne: cnat say i know to much of her shit.. i mean music.
146. Mandy Moore: i've got a crush on you, i hope you feel the way that i do, i get a

rush when i'm with you.. ohh i've got a crush on you, a crush.
147. Eve: my mom could.
148. Aaliyah: no?
149. Nelly: he does a song with a country singer.
150. Alicia Keys: i play piano, and have ugly hair.
151. Incubus: nope ?

~Favorites~

152. Color: orange.
153. Food: good question.
154. Song: good fucking bye - matt skiba.
155. Show:
156. School subject: math.
157. Band/singer: trio, converge, fearbefore.
158. Animal: monkey.
159. Outfit: anything with my bled hoodie, or my track jacket.
160. Radio station: i don't really like the radio.
161. Movie: man on fire. even though it makes me cry like a pussy for 783,431 hours.
162. Pair of shoes: mu black slip on vans.
163. Cartoon: doug.
164. Actor: jason lee<33.
165. Actress: i don't have one.
166. Potato chip: sour cream and onion
167. Drink: dr. pepper.
168. Alcholic drink: no thanks.
169. Holiday: christmas
170. Perfume/cologne: this one stuff.
171. Pizza topping: pepperoni.
172. Jello flavor: orange.
173. Lunch meat: turkey.
174. Board game: monopoly rules. (mal, we're playing one night<33!)
175. Video game: super mario
176. Website: myspace. i am addited.
177. Book: house of leaves.
178. Computer game: swat.
179. Number: 28.
180. Cereal: kix.
181. Comedian: uhhh... dana carvey and pablo francisco
182. Dessert: apple crisp.
183. Disney character: fuck disney.
184. Clothing store: old navy bitch.
185. Pasttime: music.
186. Teacher: my 7th grade english teacher, mr. shepard... oh man he's was fucking hot.

seriously. mm
187. Childhood toy: legos bitch.
188. Carnival game/ride: thatone you throw the balls in for like 25 cents or something, i think it's

called igot it.
189. Candy bar: resees fastbreak.
190. Magazine: AMP.
191. Salad dressing: ranch
192. Thing to do on the weekend: sleep, boyfriend, or cause trouble at village square.
193. Hot drink: uhm, peppermentmocha.
194. Season: autumn.
195. Sport to watch: none.
196. Person to talk to online: mally, colin, tom.

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~

197. What color are your sheets? normal colored.
198. What color are your bedroom walls? cream.
199. Do you have posters on your wall? tons.
200. If so of what? bands.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no.
202. How many pillows are on your bed? five.
203. What do you normally sleep in? pj pants and a shirt
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: my sock monkey pj's.
205. What size bed do you have? futon.
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? nope
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? i have my own cell phone though.
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? no, i cant do that.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: my step-dad shot me with a canon.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yeah
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? two.
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? nope
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? probably. ask colin.
215. How about drool? sometimes ;]
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? uh huh. do i use it? NO.
217. What color is the carpet in your room? blue.
18. What's under your bed? stuff

~This or that~

219. Coke/Pepsi: Dite pepsi.
220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels.
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: it doesnt really matter.
223. Heaven/hell: heaven.
224. Hugs/Kisses: both.
225. Coffee/tea: coffee.
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: rock
228. Britney/Christina: christina
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese:american cheese.
230. Real World/Road Rules: no.
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: both. at the same time, in my room.
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell
235. Sweet/sour: sweet
236. Punk/emo: emo
237. Hot/cold: cold
238. Winter/summer: winter
239. Spring/fall: fall
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: tv
242. Cd's/tapes: cds. or mix tapes.
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvds
244. Old/new: new
245. Shorts/skirts: none, i am fat.
246. Pink/red: pink
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white
248. Meat/vegetables: meat.
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese food.
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials.
251. Scary movies/comedies: scary movies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: none, i am fat.
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: tennis
254. Dogs/cats: cats.
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies.
256. Water/land: Water.
257. Sugar/spice: spice.
258. Black/white: black, like my heart.
59. Ribbons/bows: ribbons.
260. Chicken/beef: chicken.
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored.
262. Cars/trucks: cars.
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers.
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn.
265. Hip-hop/Rock: rock.
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate.
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: none.
268. Back rub/foot massage: no one will ever touch my feet.
269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums.
270. Pens/pencils: pens.

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~

271. Eminem: lame. but has a good song.
272. Virgins: if by choice. than awesome.
273. God: i believe in him.
274. The Osbournes: whatev.
275. Reality TV: elimidate !!! hhhha.
276. J.Lo: huge fucking ass.
277. Religion: i'm not big on it, i do believe in god.
278. Emo music: it's good sometimes.
279. Valentine's Day: it's lonely when you have no one.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: she left?
281. Homosexuals: gay people are awesome. i am friends with alot.
282. Abortion: it's fine.
283. Inter-racial relationships: go for it.
284. Murder: hate is good, murder is better.
285. Death: sad.
286. Obesity: gross, but it's me.
287. Pre-marital sex: go for it.
288. Terrorism: it happens.
289. Pornography: it's all about gay midget porn. ( i totally agree mal.)
290. Fortune tellers: eh.. this one time i bleieved, but now i don't.
291. Threesomes: only if it's me colin and jacob bannon.
292. Prostitution: i don't care, your mom does a good job at it.
294. Country music: whatev.
295. George W. Bush: we'll all be dead by next year.
296. Cloning: no.
297. Britney's boobs: it's her boobs, no big deal.
298. Gas prices in America: soon, it'll be 17832 dollars.

~Name Game~

What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
( no offense to anyone who reads this and has these names)

299. Jack: this kid i spent time with in line at a show in a box with.
300. Tiffany: a really cool girl from school.
301. Ben: this kid that use to go to my school.
302. Maria: no one.
303. Jennifer: XJHCX
304. Nicole: MY HOTTIE. <33 !!!!
305. Amy: my mother.
306. Adam: this kid i fight with on myspace all the time. <3.
307. Richard: my dad.
308. Justin: i don't know any.
309. Arnold: hey arnold.
310. Tom: nigga tom.
311. Melissa: this girl with really ugly feet.
312. Charlotte: charlotte's web
313. Harold: the person colin tells me he is all the time.
314. John: MY BEST HOTTIE FRIEND.
315. Joel: amber.
316. Vanessa: no idea.
317. Michelle: full house
318. Kevin: i use to be bestfriends with one.
319. Brent: this one on nick channel.
320. Jake: awesome.
321. Billy: no idea.
322. Sarah: this one girl i hate.
323. Natalie: eh.
324. Christy: brinkly.
325. Nick: no idea.
326. Linda: i don't know.
327. Taylor: this kid that lives in vegas.
328. Jordan: mally.
329. Jaime: nope.
330. Adrian: no.

~Have You Ever....~

331. Mooned anyone? yeah.
332. Been on a diet? no, i should though.
333. Been to a foreign country? yes.
334. Broken a bone? yea. my toe.
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no.
336. Swear at a teacher? yeah.
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? yeahh.
338. Got in a fight? yes.
339. Dated a teacher? ew.no.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? no.
341. Thought about killing your enemy? yeah.
342. Gone skinny dipping? no.
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? yep.
344. Told a little white lie? NOOO OF COURSE NOT...... hahaha
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell?that would be for some people i know,but not for me.
346 Used a foreign object to masturbate? uhm, fucking never ask that question again. what the

eff do you think i am...
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? how do you misuse a

swearword..
348. Been on tv?not that i know of.
349. Been on the radio?i am not cool enough.
350. Been in a mosh pit? fuck yeah.
351. Been to a concert?mmhmm, i am willing to bet more than any of you have been to.
352. Dated one of your best friends? no.
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes.
354. Decieved somebody close to you? nah.
355. Broken the law? haha of course
356. Been to a rodeo? no
357. Been on a talk show? your moms talk show.
58. Been on a game show? nope, i always liked the game show match game though, i'd like to

be on that.
359. Been on an airplane? many times
360. Got to ride on a firetruck?i have been on one, but never drove around in it.
361. Came close to dying? yeah, by a train. it effing sucked.
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no.but ive been cheated on, it hurts.
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride?today actually.
364. Terrorized a babysitter?i don't think i've ever had a babysitter..
365. Made a mud pie? yea, cause that's fun...
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? all the fucking time, it's skurry.
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yes.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? gross.
369. Had an eating disorder?would i be fat if i've had one?
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yep
372. Smoked?have i ever ?, yes, do i currently, no.
373. Done drugs? ew
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? no, that's mean.
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp?yes, girl scout camppp.
377. Won a bet? yes, with colin. the i love you more bet. hehe.
378. Written a love letter? nope.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?yea. i have.
380. Written a love poem?nopee.
381. Kissed in the rain?si, i have..
382. Slow danced with someone you love?yeah kinda. lol, i stoped it though, i cant dance.
383. Participated in cyber sex? sexy, hahahah no.
384. Faked an orgasm? no
385. Stolen a kiss? no.
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice?yes.
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? nope.
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love?nope. i wanna.
389. Gotten a speeding ticket?yea, because i drive so much.
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work?thats for rubbing it in...
392. Won a trophy? no.
393. Thrown up in public?nope..
394. Bowled a perfect game? nope, i score 69's all the time, no joke.
395. Failed/got held back?nope..
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school?i haven't been to my sixth period class in fucking two months.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? nope.
398. Taken ballet lessons?nope.
399. Attempted suicide? no
400. Cut yourself?clawed...

~Childhood Stuff~

401. Did you play with Barbies? yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls?nope.
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? few times, my mom was obesssed with it.
404. Did you play Simon Says? yeah.
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock?watched fraggle penis, the porn.
406. Did you wet the bed? nope
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? maybe, i don't remember.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them?hahahah yeah.
409. Were you shy? i've always been kind of shy.
410. Were you spoiled? i was, till my brother was born..
411. Were you abused? nope
412. Did you go to the circus?yeha.
413. Did you go to the zoo?yea.
414. Were you in a car accident?two.
415. Did you build snowmen? yes
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? mmhmm
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? i don't have one..
418. Did you think slinkies were cool?heck yes.
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? probably.
420. Were you afraid of the dark? still am.
421. Did you have slumber parties?yeah..
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? no
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yeah.

~Randomness~

425. Do you believe in aliens? yes
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: colins rockstar, dr. pepper, jacob bannon.
427. Do you have any hidden talents? no
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? nope. i don't care.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be?romantic comdey.
430. What would your movie star name be?amanda ?
431. Do you play any sports? no.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?i don't know.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? napoleon dynamite
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen?fucking, your mom. she was bad in that porn last night.
435. Do you drive? not legally.
436. What is your dream car? ford focus..
437. Do you think you're good looking? no !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
438. Do others think you are good looking?my boyfriend, mally, and nicole that's it..
439. Would you ever sky dive?yeahh !
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nope.
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 3
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? nope
443. Do you believe in God? yes
444. Do you believe in Satan? yes
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes
447. Do you own a pool table? no
448. Do you have a pool? kinda..
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yeah.
450. Do you like chocolate?mmhm.
451. Who/what is on your 2004calendar?nothing.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 7483
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? this one year, i dressed up as your mom and acted like her too.
456. What is your weakness?colin.
457. Name something you can't get enough of:i cant get enough of your love baby.
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: funny, strange, fat.
459. How many kids do you want to have?depends.
460. Future daughters names:your moms.
461. Future sons names: your moms.
462. What is your ideal way to die?who seriously thinks about that ??
463. How do you release stress? i have a problem where i keep shit inside of me and never tell people how i feel, so basicly the stress stays with me at every moment, ever.
464. Are you a trendy person? i suppose.
465. Are you an artistic person? yenope.
466. Are you a realistic person? sure.
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no
468. Are you a strong person? yes
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? ryan.
471. Who is the last person to IM you? derek.
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes
473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes
474. Are you a good story teller? i guess.
475. What do you believe is your best quality? personality
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? doing your mom last night, she's tricky.
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yes
478. Do you do yoga? no
479. Do you have your own credit card? nope
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? alot, but the first would be a car. i need a car.
481. Do you have a check book? no
482. Do you like your driver's license picture?your mom likes it.
483. Do you tan easily? yes
484. What color is your hair naturally? brownish.
485. How many fillings do you have?zero.
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? no idea.
487. Worst feeling in the world? being alone
488. Best feeling in the world? being loved and being with really good friends
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full.
490. Last thing you downloaded? the scene sucks video.
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? yeah, but i do it on purpose. lolz
492. What do you think people think of you? people like me.
493. Are you a likeable person?mallys mom is a likable person
494. Do you need therapy? no.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. What the best way to be proposed to? in your moms house.
497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UPS: does this question really count.. seriosuly..
498. When are you moving? the question is when are you moving?
499. What's your favorite phrase? your mom.

it took me three days to finish that. i got lazy. ahah.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 22:11:49 GMT

http://www.invisiblesummer.com/archives/Scenesucks.mov

you have got to go there, and watch it.
i heart it.
i heart it alot.
woot.
hot.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 01:23:33 GMT

i love my hott boyfriend.

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 22:52:43 GMT


the bled is love
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you're jealous.
the bled is love for me.
=).
i am wearing my bled hoodie right now.
how pimp is that ?
that actually made me happy.

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 03:04:25 GMT

i cried for a half hour over a movie.
call me a pussy.
i don't care.
go see man on fire.
oh my.

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 09:18:24 GMT

I LOVE COLIN
MORE THAN ANYTHING

tonight was so fun.
full of friends.
and kissing. :)

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 06:42:30 GMT

i just had an amazing night.
it would have been better if boyfriend could have came.
because i love him,
and i was jealous of mal. lol
but the show was fun
i met alot of cool kids.
i hung out with alot of friends.
i just had an awesome time.
i am going to post pictures soon.
as soon as my mom gets off her computer actually.

i love las vegas.
i don't really ever want to leave it.
i love my friends here.
i love my boyfriend here.

<33.

ITS BETTER HERE THEN IT EVER WAS IN BUFFALO.
FUCK YOU BUFFALO !!
all you ever really did was provide me with heartbreak, twice.

Morgan, EJ, and some kid.

Me and Mally.

Me and DJ.

Mally, Brian and some kid in red. lol.

Brian getting DJ from behind.

Me and DJ again.

Me and Brian.

Me and Brian again, I look so dumb.

Mally And Derek.

Me and Morgan.

AHHHH AMAZINGG !!!!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 21:19:25 GMT

i love vegas,
i love my friends in vegas.
why would i want to leave it ?

oh, my boyfriend is the best in the world, i am more in love then i have ever been ever. i hope we're together for a very very long time. i looooove you colin. more than ANYTHING/ANYONE.

no this isn't a song.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 00:42:59 GMT

i hate two faced people.
i hate people that talk about others behind their backs.
i hate people that say one thing then mean a different.
i hate when people say sorry when they don't mean it.
i hate when people lie.
i hate when people are supid and will say anything just for a laugh.
i hate when you say somethings changed, when really it's you that has changed.
i hate when you do everything.
i hate the fact that you never call back.
i hate the fact that you say you love me but don't.
i hate the fact that you say we're friends.
when you and be both know we're not.

i am sorry for everything that i have done to you.
i just don't think i deserve this.
i need a friend in you more now then ever.
at the hardest time in my life.
and where are you ??

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 00:28:06 GMT

Those inside jokes
and the things we know
were the furthest thing from my mind.
But you let one slip,
and I forget and smile.
But I shouldn't,
'cuz I hate you,
and I hope this irritates you.
As much as it does to me,
for even thinking that I don't want you

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 00:39:30 GMT

i am hollywoodxx: whats afro beat
HellOnWhee1s: its where you hit black people repeatedly in the head
i am hollywoodxx: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 03:22:21 GMT

i am hollywoodxx: fuck scene kids, afro beat kids = hotness
theyaresodead: agreed.
theyaresodead: we are the afro beat kids
i am hollywoodxx: hell yes,
i am hollywoodxx: but
i am hollywoodxx: we're not black, or have afros.. JOHN WE'RE POSERS....
theyaresodead: nah uh
theyaresodead: we started afrro beat
theyaresodead: just we gotta get some blackies with fros
i am hollywoodxx: phew.. i was getting worried.
i am hollywoodxx: can we be leaders
i am hollywoodxx: afrobeatxcore.
i am hollywoodxx: wait !!!
theyaresodead: im abc
i am hollywoodxx: XABCX
theyaresodead: YESSSSSSSSSS
theyaresodead: ahahahahhah
theyaresodead: oh my goodness we own

JOHN AND I RULE YOUR FACE OFF !!
<333

how about alittle fire scarecrow

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 21:01:19 GMT

DO YOU:

Smoke?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Been in love?: yesss<33
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: yes i cut my foot open and i had to to go the hospital. i have a ugly scar.
Had surgery?: yes. on my eye ball. yeah, i am hardcore.
Ran away from home?: nope.
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: uhm. not that i remember.....
Been on stage?: yes for awards or ceremonies and crap.
Slept outdoors?: yes.
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: i think it was just one day. I like sleep
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Been on radio/tv?: nope. i am lame.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes. i have.
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Pepsi or coke?: dite pepsi.
Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
Internet or phone?: phone
Suicidal?: nah
Stubborn? colin says i am. so does everyone else, so yeah.
Open-minded?: try to be
Arrogant?: if i wanna be
Patient?: im getting better
Hyper?: yes
Nice?: yes if you deserve it
Happy?: yes'um
Shave your head for $1000?: i'd rather kill myself.
Like candles?: yep i got some in my room
Believe in soul mates?: yes.
Believe in love at first sight?: nope.
Believe in forgiveness?: no. you fucked up. its done.
Want to get married?: i will
Want to have kids?: perhaps
Ever want to adopt kids?: i don't know.

ABOUT YOU:

[three words that sum you up]: hyper, ugly, honest

BREAKKKK ...DROP IT LIKE ITS HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT DROP IT LIKE ITS HOTTTTTTT *cluck cluck*

[jewelry worn daily]: my lip rings.
[wallet]: i don't have one, if you'd like to buy me one and put some money in there it's cool.
[coffee]: peppermint mocha coffee from starbucks.
[shoes]: vans, macbeths.
[cologne/perfume]: don't care.
[clothing you have on]:alkaline trio shirt, black hoodie with converge pin, and jeans.

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...

[cried]: nope
[bought something]: i just bought a dr. pepper and a resses fast break.
[gotten sick]: nope
[sang]: right now. <3
[eaten]: yep
[been kissed]: yes. boyfriend was over yesterday. i got kissed then. <3
[felt stupid]: nope
[wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: nope, i tell him all the time
[talked to an ex]: yes.
[seen someone you have a crush on]: boyfriend.
[had a serious talk]: nah
[missed someone]: yes
[hugged someone]: no
[argued with a parent(s)]: nope

SOCIAL LIFE

[best girl friend]: mal, and nicole.
[best guy friend]: derek.
[boyfriend/girlfriend]: COLIN. <3 I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.
[hobbies]: being to cool. jay kay.
[car you drive]: nothing.
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]: hm both
[job]: don't have one.
[attend church]: nope.
[like being around people]: depends who's the company

LAST PERSON WHO

. Slept in your bed: other than me...no one.
. Saw you cry: my mom.
. Made you cry: kimberly
. You shared a drink with: mally, colin and victor.
. You went to the movies with: mally, colin and victor.
. You went to the mall with: myself
. Yelled at you: colin this morning telling me that he loved me more. <3
. kissed: colin.
. hugged: tiffany.
. held hands with: colin.

HAVE YOU EVER...

. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: everyday
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: not the next day
. Wished you were the opposite sex: Nah, nicole has dreams about it though.. haha <33
. Had an imaginary friend: i dont think so
. Do you have a crush on someone: just my boyfriend
. What book are you reading now: none at the moment, i do need to change that though.
. Worst feeling in the world: helpless.
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
. What's under your bed: everything.
. Favorite sport to watch: hardcore sumo fighting.
. Siblings: 3
. Location: las vegas, NV.
. College plans: i don't know. i am going to college, i just don't know where yet.
. Piercings/tattoos: two lip piercings, some in my ears.. no tattoos yet. getting one december 28th though. <3.
. Do you do drugs: nope
. Do you drink: nope
. Who is your best friend: already said this.
. What are you most scared of: feet and pinky fingers.
. What clothes do you sleep in: pj pants and a t-shirt in the winter
. Where do you want to get married: outside
. Who do you really hate: just one person
. Been in Love: i am.
. Do you drive: negitive.
. Do you have a job: no.
. Do you like being around people: i already said it depends on the company
. Are you for world peace: it wont happen.
. Are you a health freak: no. does it look like it ?

STUFF

. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: nope
. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after:: i don't really have a type i suppose.
. Are you lonely right now: nah, i miss boyfriend.
. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: eminem - just lose it. haha.

What color is most reflective of you? no idea...
How did you get the idea for your journal name? i liked both bands at the time. i still do but i need a new name. help ?
What time were you born? early
What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing? white china - he is legend
Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? uhm, no.
What color underwear are you wearing? pink
Do you want a baby? someday maybe if i can afford it.
What does your mom do for a living? collections
What does your dad do for a living? collections
What is your pet's name? what pet ?
What color are your bedsheets? white. i am so cool eh ?
What are the last 3 digits of your phone number? 891
What was the last concert you attended? i haven't been to one since buffalo, so inferis.
Who was with you? jessica and kim.
What was the last movie you saw? sponge bob squarepants the movie.. my new favorite movie. haha.
Who do you dislike most at this moment? its a given
What food are you craving right now? orange chicken from panda express.
Did you dream last night? yes.
What was the last tv show you watched? good question
What is your fave piece of jewelry? i don't have any jewelry.
What is to the left of you? my cell phone.
What was the last thing you ate? resses fastbreak.
Who is your best friend of the opposite sex? derek.
Write a song lyric that's in your head? how about a little fire scarecrow?
What song is that from? i forget what the song is called, it's he is lenged though.
Who last imed you? ryan.
Where is your signifigant other right now? at school, or in alec's car.
Do you have a crush? cut it out, what is this four times now
What is his name? guess
What shampoo do you use? herble essenses
When was the last time you cut your hair? i trimmed it the other day
Are you on any meds? nope
Do you have a mental disease? nope.
What shirt are you wearing? now, my navy blue converge shirt.
What time is it? 12:59 PM.
What color is your razor? pink and gray.
What is your fave frozen treat? i don't have one.
Whats your favorite shopping store? online.
Are you thirsty? YES
Can you imagine yourself ever getting married? i can. :].

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:20:31 GMT

did you happen to see what you did ?

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 23:21:38 GMT

I AM IN LOVE WITH THE BEST BOY IN THE WORLD.
COLIN.
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING.
I LOVE YOU HUSBAND.

you know someone said something to me last night that really changed everything.
" you have a perfect life "

i do, i have great friends.
i have the best boyfriend.

i mean, i don't like to brag about this. but seriously.
i love vegas right now..

by the way boyfriend just stoped by. :). <3333 forever.

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 09:01:13 GMT

<3 I just had the coolest night ever. <3

colin, mally, victor and i all went out to the movies and starbucks and taco bell.
it was the shit.
<33
i love my friends.
i love my boyfriend.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 21:45:33 GMT

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11 chicken_dianes a-spitting.
10 lipstick_murders a-tickling.
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Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:22:11 GMT

i want to say thank you to one of the greatest people i know.
when i needed her she was there,
not just once,
every time
no matter what she was doing i was never second best it seems.
this girl is amazing
and i am really happy to have her as a friend.

THANK YOU MALLY
I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS !!!!